Monday, November 30, 2009

If there is a God, I swear.

Make my way down the avenue of solid opinions
I've got so much more to look forward to
and the visitors took photographs
nailed them to their walls
had a hard time believing
there was such a place so involved
in searching for everything and anything but gold
and here is where you told
me,
that,
nothing is worth living unless, it's worth anything at all
and thats when I knew
I knew I loved you
I stare at the moon waiting
for that moment to fight for the dreams
cause the blood in my veins, it seems
is just your type
it's your type and I feel
their might not be a God up there somewhere
but I'll face myself soon enough
and I know if there is I swear
You are going to love me
you are going to love me
cause I prayed for you to come home
and you are going to love me
if hope is the last thing, I own
You are going to love me
and I know most of all
cause you said, nothing is worth living unless, it's worth anything at all
you know I'm worth it,
you'll know it when you find
Photographs on the walls of strangers
of me, in the rain, spelling your name
with a simple tool of a smile, a reason to live
I know you'll be back when the rain clears
their might not be a God up there somewhere
but I'll face myself soon enough
and I know if there is I swear
You are going to love me
You are going to love me
cause I prayed for you to come home
and you are going to love me
if hope is the last thing, I own





Monday, November 23, 2009

Flightless and Webbed

Clear, solid, fragile
Subtle movements engage me
I'm strung
and the spiders they watch
as I wiggle, I try, I try
breathe in the silence, say my name
Far from the city I still feel the rust
in my veins I can taste it, hear it
breathing on my skin, spinning
torture, soft, pleasing
unwrapping the romance of a failure
Call me in advance lay low and sing
'watch the spiders, watch the spiders
spin a web and catch yourself
cause I'm falling, flightless, weightless
watching the universe curl, I
crawl up to you, pucker my lips
today I exist because you exist
today I live for this


Monday, November 9, 2009

I am a stone

It's the world, not you
the nature, the build
structures, no explanation 
just fact
a stone in the water
will sink
and a stone that floats
is not a stone
i am a stone
i am a stone
i am a stone
you are the water
and i am sinking
but we tried
yeah, we tried
that only proves that we are human.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

We Froze

Found my way into a dream
I found you finding me
an ocean without a wave, we stayed
floating above the hungry creatures below
with your hand in mine
there existed no days, no time
and the world stood still
I captured your smile with a smile of my own
I was getting so used to being alone
then you found your way into a dream too
found me, finding you
just in time to watch the silence
wrapped in the busiest concrete cell
I loved you well, I loved you
far beyond the city limits, beyond all the songs I know
We were written for that moment and we froze
no ground below, or photographs to show
such a spectacular view, beautiful, like you
at the same time, I cried, and we won
We became the setting sun
Then we became the end of yesterday
It is today, the still ocean begins to wave
I fail recognize your face and your words
sting my ears, speaking how I've made you ill
and the world stopped standing still.



Monday, November 2, 2009

Deep Blue.

Withering little flower
Dance for the sun
over the mountain tops of white wont you
reach for the light and i will
at some time, before the sun hides
make you mine
if it's true
then I know the deep blue
in your eyes
say it is fact that
i guess it is true
i like you
Withering little flower
Paint the ground this autumn
and come spring
if you reach for the light I will
at some time before the sun hides
make you mine
This time I swear our stars wont fade
Our dreams will project and I will
so help me god, believe in you
each taste will be promising 
deep blue, my deep blue