Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Simple Machines

Life
created simply
to be
questionable.
what existence can define
is what's yours
is also mine
and what is valued
is useless
when death is ahead.
A seed
A  circle
fed over and over
to create
a future
green, red, dead
we will all die
and memory is a flaw
in the design of mankind
it is the design of mankind
that we wonder and discover
reasons for reasons
cause and effect
but it will all end with death
and begin with the very first breath
till there remains, nothing left 
of us.


Monday, September 28, 2009

The Silent Mechanic

A Calling to American Culture

Go on and build those dreams with every breath you have left and take each step as if the crust would suck you down in. Listen to the songs of the angels we made up as children who taught us to rhyme with riddles and laugh with the well-needed jokes left in the smoky skies that were waving good-bye. 

Go on and build all of those mini-malls full of useless novelty when really we die with the regrets of never having a life at all. No monument for your success, no shiny new watch can tell you when it is your time to go. but they will dance to the electronic music machine like the dead will rise again, meanwhile plant those seeds that gave you the vitamins you desired. Aren’t you tired?

Go on and wave those guns in the sky through the polluted pride guided by a simple marching band that cleverly misguides our hearts to and through war. Go on and wave those flags of filthy polyester and claim the name that claims to be so divine, so divine, so full of freedom and swine. What a farm we live upon, a concrete farm and we are missing the best part of it all.

Go on and become the cover of every magazine in the isle of every commercial building full of the cheapest self fulfillment. Swipe that plastic fortune and be proud of yourself for that embossed name you got there. oh, you must feel so accomplished, so independent, so in control but no, no no no, you’ve sold your soul unintentionally long ago to prove to the world you could grow up and drown yourself in the debt that only exists in our mind like heaven exists to those scared of dieing.

Go on and fill your mouth with sneaky insults and alcohol to escape the dreams you were too weak to create. God must have thought twice. One was a great idea the second was of the mistake of making himself known long long ago. Who would have thought the light was so easy to take? A miracle cure of an illness that reflects in every reflective object. We are everything we love, we are everything we hate, we are everything life and death creates. Go on and disbelieve me and diagnose me with every psychological disability, but I know what it means to be free, to be truly free.

So go on and take it, then leave it. Let the artificial success spit down the throats of your children and their children and mold those brains into tiny machines to trust that politics know best as they put tax on each breath. Go on and call me crazy, they’ve swallowed all of the halos we had left. they promise a better future, they dance in the nicest weather, but how do you put confidence on a structure built in total silence? blindness? a superficial gesture that gathers the pastures into the electrical fence when the storm peaks over the hills, swallow those pills children and begin to write the nursery rhymes your DNA will carry on. Go on, go on, go on…go where you are lead.

Monday, September 14, 2009

June 14th.


I missed you today
holding your hand, laying my head in your comfort
and the world took me back like some sort of time machine
the sky is dark, and im cuffed in your arms
today seemed like a day that never ends
it will repeat, and repeat again
and yesterday made so much sense it seems
i kinda miss you and me
i kinda miss not being alone
a place in my head to call home
and we were a weapon much stronger
than any war could use and i miss you
suddenly, now, when everything strips away
i travel back to a thoughtless place
where love built us a dam in a day
and for fun we'd knock it down and watch it all drain away
now the moon travels the other direction
it no longer races me to your room
suddenly, I miss you

Sunday, September 13, 2009

calls

on the drive
the sky
looked like a flashlight looking through soapy water
i thought of you
I thought a lot
and the drive seemed to end too soon
and now I'm sitting alone
having a drink, by the phone
and if you finally decide to call
will i answer to talk, will i....
have another drink
sing a couple tunes and continue
thinking of you
how mature I must seem
real life is my responsibility
but instead my heart bends and folds
and do as it is told, but I'm still getting old
older than I was the day before
I just think of you more
when i don't hear a word for days
I'm amazed, how stuck I am, how glued
to you
Yet your welcoming some other land
saying a thousand hello's a day
and i sit, i sit, i sit and wait
to catch your voice just once
where has it gone?





Saturday, September 12, 2009

Watch Life Grow


Sure. I'll take that as a yes.
Remove all your photographs
Find my way to some other road
Drop off this load and go

Love is only an uncertain promise 
I find, time is kind but it'll change your mind
when the world you've known stands alone
On a unpaved sidewalk and folks will ride past
Flash old photographs that'll make you laugh
make you sad, make you mad, make you think
how delicate each step can be and
that's when you'll think of me
how i stole that last kiss when I promised you this

Love is an uncertain promise
and Life is no ones fault but your own
If love is to hard, let love go, let it go
and watch life grow.





Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Our dreams are our clones

There's a silent hum
inside of me
wishing to be the finish line
eager to see
what's ahead of me 
but i know it'll never be
and i sing
from above and down below
to see which breeze will capture my notes
they may not be as perfect
but good enough to hear
in one ear and if you have two, good for you

then he said
you don't have to worry about a thing
life will do as it pleases
excuses are reasons
and dreams never come true
but i feel in my bones
that we are not alone 
and our dreams, our dreams, our dreams
are our clones.

There is still this silent hum
inside of me
calling me lazy but flying high above the sea
it is looking down
laughing at the clowns
i'm mingling with the clouds
it's the best movie film
and I sing
with words that won't rhyme
I have my own gallery that lies
open in the sky
hey, take a look you see, take a look at me

Then he said
science only proves what does not exist
what is proven is funless, dreamless, pointless
because there is a world not to far from dawn
and everyone is called to march upon
colors not yet named
and they've grown, oh, how they have grown...
he said to me
our dreams, our dreams, our dreams
are our clones.

Mountains are full of sight
a cliff is a delight
a sunset, beautiful yet
has the largest life i've ever seen
and he spoke to me
he spoke to me whispering 
to spread the word that dreams do exist
if fact becomes a reason
live in your dreams and...
if you can tell them apart...
there is always a way out of the dark.
Trouble will leave you alone
and our dreams, our dreams, our dreams
are our clone.